Some more about my lost love. A year ago I wrote a letter to my lost love. I still feel exactly the same way. I wonder if the pain will ever end.
It’s been four years since we didn’t get married.
Do you remember the day we didn’t go to our wedding?
Yet, we were hanging in there by a thread,
It was death that came that night,
It was death I caused that night,
I don’t know if it was you or me who died,
Or rather what ‘us’ used to be.
Every happy memory we ever had is now a stab of pain,
I wander around the world lost and purposeless,
Yet, I couldn’t find purpose in ‘us’,
I let you go so you could know full love,
Now you say you have it,
Love slowly kills me,
I ache every day.
There is no comfort,
There is no end to the pain.
I still love you.
Every hour of every day.
I broke my heart again,
I just wanted some happiness in love.
Is there even a point in crying anymore?