I hear voices, they want to talk to me. I don’t know who ‘they’ are. As soon as I relax, I start hearing them, therefore I am in an almost constant state of tension. Blocking.
I trust in my room I am protected, I hear them outside, I hear them knocking on the door. I dream they try to open the door. I have the authority to keep the door locked. Last night I heard children’s voices, it’s been happening lately, they came running down the hall, and tried to open my door, and then I cleared it all out. I could barely sleep, as soon as I relaxed I heard the voices. Am I going crazy? they say that this is sign of mental disease. There are almost no children living in this building, only one or two small babies, and they live on the other wing where the family apartments are, and I hardly think they would be running down the halls at 4 or 5 am. I wonder if this building was ever a school, I know it was a monastery before the current owners bought it from the church and refurbished it into apartments.
They want to talk to me, I know some are spirits of the dead, and some are other types of spirits. Should I listen? Is it wise to talk to them? What can I possibly do for a spirit? I already dream them, their lives, their deaths, their emotions, what is the purpose of this? I pray for them, that they might rest in peace.
There are others who were never alive in the world of men, they want to tell me a story of how they fell. I know this is the story they want to tell me, they want me to write it out for them. I don’t know if I really want to talk to them, don’t know if it is wise to talk to them. And, do I really want to write a text dictated by unknown voices? Can I even believe what I hear? I’m curious of course, as usual would like to help, but, what can I do? Should I listen?
I think all these voices want to talk in general, not specifically to me, it is just that most people can’t/wont hear them. So they are attracted to those who can sense them in some way. I’ve been working a lot on paying attention lately. All these things, voices and feelings have always been there, I’ve just trained myself to ignore them. It is amazing to what level I’ve tried to ignore them.
Why do they have to be so creepy? Maybe if I just heard them out on my own terms I could catch a full night’s sleep.
It is not all bad, there is a beautiful side to it. I’ve heard angels singing, I’ve heard the music of the spheres, and felt the inspiring touch of Spirit. I will write more about this in upcoming posts. I begin to feel the love and the peace blossoming inside me. I’ve heard all this beauty, and I also hear all the pain, as I open my perceptions I open them to all things. There is a good side and an uncomfortable side, ying yang, both are necessary.
I sent out an offer to do healing, I felt inspired by love, I thought I was sending it out to people, but also spirits answered. I didn’t even know it was possible for a living person to do something for a spirit, other than pray that is. Has anyone ever heard of this happening? what can we possibly do for spirits? I appreciate any resources on the matter,
Lots of love,